New Job (I Hope)

So, I went for an interview today and was offered a job. Which is great. I need a job, badly.

Unfortunately, I have to pass a credit check to get this job.

It's probably not hard to guess from that 'unfortunately' that my credit is not good. Really, really not good. I was told it wasn't that extensive, that I might still be okay, but it will be at least 2 days and maybe up to a week before I know anything.

I also have to go take a drug test in the morning, but that's no big deal. I'm not worried about that, even a little bit. Or the background check. But man, a credit check... that sucks.

Yeah, I've made a lot of mistakes. My credit is crap because of my mistakes, and no one else's. Right now, if someone tried to get credit in my name, they'd get laughed at, anyway. So, I don't really have to worry about identity theft, LOL. Still, just because your credit isn't good does not mean that you're a thief. I mean, think about it. I was a bookkeeper at my last job. And if I'd wanted to, I really could have robbed them blind. I didn't.

And, if I was a thief, more of my bills would probably be paid. Because I would have money.

I mean, I don't like owing people money. It sucks. But for right now, it is what it is.

Maybe I'll squeak by. Maybe. I wanna have faith, I really do. But what I REALLY need is to work...